Wednesday, November 18, 2009

Finished (for now)

I finished the final episode of Battlestar Galactica this morning, before I went to my field placement.

The funny thing is, I had seen it already. I've also seen the last episode of Buffy the Vampire Slayer.

I'm dark that way (this is a reference to When Harry Met Sally). It's interesting to start from the end, then go to the beginning, and see how things got to where they got.

I also finished dating Bachelor #1.

I'm sad and craving KFC and chocolate. That said, I had a feeling about the ending of this one, too. Perhaps a little bit of self-fulfilling prophecy, a little bit of hypervigilance, with a pinch of intuition and training in human behavior, eh? I learned more about myself and more patterns that needed breaking and adjusting.

I'm still sad, despite the insight. I still yearn.

I finished Eclipse, the third book in the Twilight Series, in between studying, work, heartbreak, and a little vacation with friends.

On my vacation, I walked on a beach strewn with shells and stones that were washed smooth by the sea. They dotted the sand like randomly written notes of music.

I couldn't understand how they were so beautiful. How this was just free for the enjoying.

Beauty is not understood, it is felt.

Like the mysteries of the heart.


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